I’m just not ever meant to be happy just make sure these kids get back on track and better. All of these things are with me every day and over time they have changed me. I decided to give up on men due to i had many before them 2 which just hurt me over and over again. I try to explain what depression feels like, its like a withdrawal from and addiction. John Lennon. The one about drowning while people around tou breathe…that almost describes me…Its like in the movies..when the sad distraught person walks around in a fog…hearing a slight buzz…he sees…he moves…..and people are laughing…talking….but you cant interact with them……your brain is on pause…with a deep sense of doom…. There’s nothing you can ever … I was born the day you kissed me, and I died inside the night you left me. Life hurts a lot more than death. aren’t cowards, they’re brave in a dark way. After 2 stays in the mental hospital, I am still struggling. I would have added to the list but I didn’t have to. Some of us have tried all the resources and still feel sad and broken and tired of being alive. They need to always think im good. We can’t. When someone commits suicide, most of his acquaintances are afflicted with guilt in addition to grief. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should rather contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that never believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I mailed the spell caster, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. Trying to avoid sadness is trying to avoid life. She is tired 26. Die Heaven Nobody. So i have no choice to be strong enough on my own which trust me isn’t easy when i had a very bad child hood and was bashed everyday almost and abused verbally. I will never understand how a person can beg that much and not be heard, how a 16 year old girl can have both her parents be taken away from her. i understand. I can give you reasons why I shouldn’t stop fighting, but every reason for trying, is a reason to give in. My bed sat in the center of the room. Apparently I have been/may still be considered “beautiful”. You tell me to try. She is upset Paul Walker began his small screen career while he was still a toddler, but gained international fame after portraying Brian O’Conner in the blockbuster hit The Fast and the Furious. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Sad Life Quotes. Suicide is a word that often has a negative connotation. You keep on cutting, wondering if the next one will be deep enough to rid you of all the agony you have had to live with. You always know you have the choice to get out if you decide to. Don’t let a small bump in the road be the end of your journey. Stay strong my friend. She sees a specialist every week and is on medication which like me its doesn’t feel like it works. Don't wait until YOU are in the place these people were before you decide to believe in a Holy God who requires that you humbly accept His terms of salvation. If you don’t need the medication, I will love you too. The foster family loved me and i remember tried to ring to go back. 1. All the men i have been with hurt me no different and have hurt the kids. A hell? Orson Welles. From past experience, I witnessed two of my co-workers accuse another behind his back of “faking it” or “just wanting sympathy”. All due the the lady who married him said so. Not ever. I have never had a friend or anyone to talk to. wendy Buckler. “The way sadness works is one of the strange riddles of the world. We cannot tear out a single page of our life, but we can throw the whole book in the fire. bullied, made fun of. I am not a personal witness to them, but none of them would surprise me. Suicide Quotes and Sayings | Sad Suicidal Quotes. I’m 18 and I’ve been suicidal for 4 years. Everything here totally described me. No one will ever be free, neither in life or in death. They didn’t really believe me when I told them why I had done it. I don’t see the point anymore. Five bypasses and my heart valve has been replaced by a pig valve. Depressing people are selfish and demanding in a way, needing both attention and not wanting it, and they will fight you tooth and nail to keep that wall between you and their feelings. I just want out, i’ve had it! She is crying Take … So i give up and try doing it on my own. Finally once got rid of them too. Fake smile my worst nightmare came true that night, i feel even more alone than before, i have nobody that believes me because i have been wearing a fake smile for so long, i was the girl that everybody thought i had it all. So wrong it hurts…, Depression is real and living right next door. They want to be listened to, not listen. It just hit me and I realized this very morning that there was no way I could go to work and face my co-workers, pretending I was fine. Every time I start to do that, people get tired of me and leave and I’m left alone and I start to fall again. It’s sad when you realize you aren’t as important to someone as you thought you were. This person is my girlfriend. We were weak, too. ― Cassandra Clare, City of Ashes. No more i need to stand and im finding that hard to do. No woman would want to be around someone as useless as I. I Saying Goodbye Quotes. com, i sent an email to dr.marnish contact him for help and surprisingly my boy friend came back 3 days after the help of the spell caster. When my mother died in my hands, a part of me if not all of me died there with her. now i am blessed to have my husband’s family and my own children. You are fearfully and wonderfully made. There feeling seem to be coming clearer as they hits the teens, So between my own depression im trying to stay strong for them and act normal. Elisabeth Kubler-Ross. It’s strange that they fear death. Hurt. I just could not inflict upon him the life he would have if I was gone – who would take him and treat him as I have, who would even know how much he has done for me, just by being there to amuse and cheer me up when needed. Hope they will make you feel (a little bit) better. and you seem not to be able to do anything positive; 13. ) The doctors said that I had a mood disorder and depression. It was worse on my birthdays, xmas or any occasions. But I am not and perhaps one day I shall find out what death has in store for me. I have helped a few people with depression in my life (help=/=cure,I’m not making miracles happen!) I’m nearly 60 now, and my father’s end especially haunts me nearly every day since he chose to die 28 year years ago. 25 Sad Love Quotes to Help You Cope with Heartache. I don’t understand what the world is, why I’m here , what ugly is ,what pretty is , why they cut , why I cut . Suicide ends the pain you could never escape from. It is hard on me being depressed but so hard on my loved ones too. A healthy person saying “I feel your pain” is like a rich person living on the streets for a week or a month. Not you or anyone. Would it make peoples eyes feel better from looking at a ball if hate an sadness ? I want to let it go but I don’t know how! Please consult a mental health provider. We can’t keep seeing the good I people but seeing if they are pretty enough or not! like I’m in the dark wondering around all alone. Being happy, having the life some are lucky i was just cursed is all i can think of now. We cut and kill flowers because we think they are beautiful. I often find myself seeking for love in all the wrong places. HealthShire is an online mental health resource providing listings for mental health providers and community resources. 76. I wish I knew. I’ll be okay is that what you … I had my first child and got married when I was 15. my life has been so hard. Though your not even close :'(. Love is the person you think about during the sad songs… 14. ) and sit around and cry. But for all of you suffering alone with the rest of us, find whatever thing keeps you going, and know that you ARE important. You can be comfortable with yourself, even if you’re alone. If I Die Quotes Showing 1-30 of 36 “You just say the word, and I'll make the rest of the world go away. I guess I will have to answer my own prayer. Just not to feel the pain which is that bad words couldn’t explain it right :-(. “Life is too short to start your day with broken pieces of yesterday, it will definitely destroy your … Who’s going to hold my hand and tell me they love me? You really don’t have an answer why you truly feel like this…you wish you knew, but you dont. To plan not to fall just see how thing went thank god we kept it a secret due to i got hurt this time not my kids. So why did half the GP’s I have met treat me like an idiot? I forgot to bring my literal rain cloud with me today.”. HealthShire is an online mental health resource. — Winnie The Pooh. and find that you have a negative balance I feel like I just can’t do it on my own anymore. Once they had a child life got even worse. Depression is an illness but it will take time to get over it or deal with it. my dad killed my mom when I was 9. When you assess your life i’m told to move on, not to let my dark family history define me. 60 years answering the call, and spilling tears. I know that there is help and I know I can overcome this latest episode in time. Just wow. I don’t need someone to fix me I just need someone who will stand by my side to help me through my getting better. We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Roped tied They gave my parents a list of therapists I could see. So from a perfect home to a place that didn’t speak English so that was hard and to being bashed everyday hurt enough. I don’t know if i am depressed or not,it’s hard to say,but this loneliness and agony is unbearable…i’m so hurt and i always tend to look at my mirror when i cry,i just don’t know why but i just do…i sometimes felt so unloved,i felt like no one will ever wanna be with me and that no one will understand…i felt like drowning and no one’s there…i always seek for His presence to accompany me in those times, in fact i’m feeling this feeling of extreme loneliness right now like no humans can ever understand me…. As I’ve said, I LIKE who I am, yet I still know, without any shadow of a doubt, that I WILL end my life sometime. That’s why we couldn’t save them.”-Nine “Humans die. Near-death experiences are overwhelmingly peaceful. So I started making a large collection of the “quotes” and this page has a lot of good ones that I will be adding to my collection. If you care about me please follow me on Google plus its Elizabeth anderson My profile pic is asuna from s.a.o . Feeling like I didn’t have a purpose in life was definitely not something that I would choose!But then I started going to church with a friend, and I have basically devoted my life to God. It does not and never has come anyway near to filling the emptiness inside. No one wants to die. “I will not tell you our love story, because—like all real love stories—it will die with us, as it should.” … I slept on it and thought ok due to that’s true and i know him from the complex only. Two reasons. Someone quoted “if you can’t sleep at night it means somebody else is dreaming about you”. I cut myself not because I want to, but because I have to – I have to cover up the emotional pain by the physical pain. (My brother battled depression all his adult life and my daughter has had bouts since she was 17.). You see, even though people say they understand, they don’t. Even the other 3 kids dad was a dog. I went off but trust me i was scared as. I think to much. i ask them the same questions over and over, but they do not, cannot answer. You are one of a kind but sometimes people don’t appreciate that and so your beauty and talent goes extinct unless you fight for yourself. Depression is naked…no skin, no bones….nothing. Thanks to the people who put these things on the internet for others to see. Every Relationship i have had has abused me, bashed me, cheated on me. I will love you through that, as well. “The best thing about the worst time of your life is that you get to see the true colors of everyone.”. They make me feel like I am crazy and can’t be ‘okay’ without them. "I really was sick. After all, my life is worthless. ... You tell me to try. From my childhood till now, for I am not worthy of Family Love Forgivness and understanding….I can’t fight this anymore I just want to be happy. Wow so real are these quotes. I know better than most what it is and over years I’ve learned to deal with it. There is absolutely nothing to look forward to. – Jim Morrison #16. like I’m at the edge of a cliff hanging on asking for help but no-one is there. Remember that I loved the Lord. 2. “You don’t seem depressed though.” “Oh, I’m sorry. Sadly I realize that I am not alone with unlimited supply of emotional struggles challenging me every moment of every day. If everyone around you seems to have coupled up with a special someone and they're posting love quotes all over social media, the pain can be brutal. I pray to God every night to take my life instead of someone who really wants to live. I’ve been depressed for a long time now, i have never told anyone…because i didn’t want to. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is different from all the fake ones out there. I tried to tell them. Anime Quotes About Death Here are some anime quotes about death . Due to that’s there brother and my family well i ran away and put a retraining order on my dad which in a Italian family. It’s the arch of the universe. I only know how it affects me. Wow. It was the moment when I accepted it; no, embraced it. Sometimes I feel I actually belong to a different planet or galaxy. Here are 110 quotes about sadness to help you cry it out. sometimes i just want to tell everyone especially my parents, like it would release me and i would be free…but i just can’t, i recently told my 3 close friends, but they did not believe me, they said i didn’t really have ”depression” they looked at me like i was just looking for attention but thats the thing, if i was looking for attention i would parade my cuts around for everyone to see, i would have told people a long time ago. Treating someone so badly that they want to end their life. 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